I've never wanted to doubt anything between us. Things are totally changing like the way you talk to me. I'm not sure how well can I make this love hanging on. I thought in this relationship, I could just wait for things to happen I thought I could follow the way which you're gonna lead me to. I'm pretty tired of making things to happen. I didn't ask for much, do I? Just a most simple concern I was hopping for just your 2 out of 7 days accompany or maybe 1 out of 7 days. I'm always changing my schedule for us to meet but you're not trying hard baby. My hope for the simplest concern which I thought you may give is fading and now, I'm totally gonna give up soon and not gonna try any harder. I'm so gonna sit right here waiting for you to look for me. I'm gonna drink shop game sing dance work like any other days. I was shouting for you but seems like you heard nothing and the neighbors are complaining. Now, I'm gonna shut my mouth.
BALLS! Ignore the top part. Just some redundant words which pop up in my mind. Thought I might become a journalist someday. LOL! booong! Didn't meet Ken today la. I was driving halfway he text me say got something came up and have to attend to then I was feeling sleepy and bet that first thing I'm gonna do once I reach home is to sleep :) yea, I just woke up HAH! Think I won't be sleeping early cause, I'm sure that Ken gonna text me after work. LOL! Which will be like 3am plus.
Alright, bored. Gonna shut up and die on my bed now BYE! =D
what'll you wish for christmas?
well, technically nothing :)
cos' I've lost hope.